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hi there, this is me, the owner, CADEN YAP a.k.a the singapore no.1 bastard
birthday falls on 24th MARCH every year


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Monday, December 26, 2005 3:22 PM
sigh. finally done with rearranging my room. it is still small, perhaps because of the tibits bahs. sigh. wait till i finish eating them then say. lols. now drinking coffee. felt really damn tired yesterday. so slept ve early. and i woke up today only at 10plus. initially woke up at 6.50am. because the alarm in my handphone went out. so my dad was awakened by it. haha. he talked to me, but i can't really remember, because i was really dead la. so i went back to sleep. all the way til 10plus, but lazy to wake up. so lied on my bed, thinking that i must finish up all my hmwk TODAY! in the end, no concentration too. sigh.

well,yesterday was CHRISTMAS. wonderful to spend it in the house of God. was really happy. but it was only for a moment. this year, i don't really remember it. sigh. went to orchard with joycelyn, happy atmosphere, but sad songs. and suddenly, i just felt in my heart, how i wish you were there. saddness came over me as soon as i reached orchard. so i got out of orchard damn fast, no point staying there when i'm not in the mood. and we went to bishan for dinner. i didn't eat, because i ate a meal in the afternoon liao. but before that went to buy something else. lols. after i walked from bishan to my house, about half and hour bahs. when joycelyn reached home, i was half way nia. lols. but who cares?! lol. on the way home, i did sms people ma. so it was not that bored. haha. but even if no people sms me, i won't feel bored de. because i know i will start to think of things. haha

thanks, for the christmas present. but i do not want to force you. seriously, i felt that way la. i do not know why, but just that way lor. hais. i doubt i will meet you anytime liao. unless it is necessary. so don't worry la. i won't force you, neither will i make you sad. because my wish is to see you happy. thanks anyway.

wells, goin to get the concentration to do my homework. going to force myself. though i do not know what homework i'm having. wahaha!!